It looks like this week's visit has been moved to tomorrow. I am dressing the boys in their costumes from Hallelujah night at church. I hope to get some picture printed to send along. I am trying...
I was praying about that whole building a bridge thing and wondering how God could rebuild her life. Right after my devotion came to my email. My phone chimed and I opened the phone and saw the email entitled "Even Her." Okay God, even her.
I am afraid. A growing relationship with her could hurt the boys. A relationship with her could hurt me. I really don't want a relationship. Ugh. I am such a far cry from what God wants me to be. For now I am going to pray for her and send her some pictures.
Is this right or is this nuts? I can't decide.
this post and your last remind me a lot of myself. i see photos as a privilege. i provided photos while our birthmom was being nice and appropriate. once she started to tell lies about our family it stopped.
ReplyDeletei dont think there is a right and wrong decision. the decision you make will be the right one for you.