Well, here I am having a fantastic vacation with my family, not that it has all been perfect. We are in Florida and the air conditioning at the vacation house went out! Now if you are used to a warm climate that probably isn't too bad, but we like our evenings cool. Ryan and I are both fighting some kind of throat thing and the baby sitter got a little to fried yesterday.
There have also been a couple of triggers for Obee and Chi. They both triggered around the water. They both came to me separately and talked about being dead in the water. Strange coincidence. There was some other triggers that I can't post here, but mostly we have been able to recognize what's happening, talk about it, and move on. Obee, Chi, and all the kids seem to be having a great time overall.
I am loving this. Getting away and loving on my family. That is the only thing I have to do on vacation. As we packed up to leave the beach yesterday with Ryan in the lead and me pulling up the rear with a long line of kiddos in between I had to smile. They looked like a slightly disordered line of ducks. For me, this is perfect. I love this family God has given me.\
In other news the termination trial is over. Now we wait to hear the judge's ruling. I am told we won't hear until around the first of July. What is with all of this waiting!? The caseworker reported that the trial went well from her perspective. She told me that bio-mom asked for visits to be reinstated and the judge said, "no." She says that's a really good sign. Okay, well I can't think about that stuff. It upsets me...
Anyway we are off to do more vacation style fun!
That does seem like a really long to time to wait! Hang in there.
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