Tot chose a sunny spot on the living room floor today, he opened his giant book and thumbed through the pages. I knew he was singing and my heart skipped a beat when I recognized that it was "Jesus wufs me dis I know." I have been singing that song to the boys since Day 1. I so want it to become a part of their identity. Who am I? Well, I know that I am loved by Jesus. I have suspected he was trying to sing it before, but this time it was so clear, and I was touched that it is a song he will sing to himself now.
I was told that bio-Mom will actually still have visits allowed. However, no one has called me to arrange anything. I wonder if they are leaving it to her to show the initiative to schedule things. I know for the boys to have a visit it is a 6 hour commitment from the visit supervisor, not to mention all the calling around to set things up. So we will see where things go from here.
I was asked to consider taking in a sibling group of 4 today. The parents are offering to sign away rights, so it would be a legal risk placement. They are really too old for my young family and my heart is too tied up in these boys to send them away so I can replace them with others. I will see these boys through until God decides where they are going.
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